Rae 20th December 2010

Hi sweetheart, hope you are not too busy and still having time to enjoy yourself, got my last exam tomorrow but I am not too worried about it, it's one of the subjects I like and the teacher is good so you tend to take it in at the time, still I am a bit worried, I know you will all be there to help me so I can relax a bit. It is bitter cold here and the birds are starving, keep putting food out for them but we have to keep the cat in or she would just eat them. Bet you never thought I would have a cat son, Lunar made me like her she just would not let up now we love her dearly but when you were here I was petrified of them, I don't know if it is something to do with you leaving because there are loads of things I would not do when you were here and now I do them because it doesn't really matter anymore. Kyra is blooming she is such a wee ticket and has taken over our lives completely. Hope you will all keep her safe and her mum and dad too. I am just going to check and see if the college is open before I start studying. Am going to start my meditation again tonight so I hope you will gather round and help me. Speak to you later sweetheart, love and miss you loads, mum xxxxxxxxxxx