Hi son, just wrapped up the xmas presents and written the cards I hate it, my heart is not in it anymore we have not celebrated xmas since you left. I got you and Arran a lantern to put up at the cemetry I will take it up on xmas day and light your candles. Its my first xmas as an orphan too it was funny not buying your gran a present for the first time in all these years still I suppose I just have to get used to it. Hope you are all well and having a great time, love you loads, mum xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx