HI son did not think I had missed sending you a message must have done my usual and cancelled them, thanks sooooooo much to you all for coming through and thank you for finding my tape recorder it was so great hearing from you all and cheered me up loads, I might put the tree up but cannot promise you anthing and I am cutting down on the drink it is easier cutting down than stopping it at once so with your help I will do it, thanks for the lecture you should have got right into me maybe you did and Jackie played it down and I am seriously thinking about my development but do not know when I am going to find time, glad you are happy about me being at college speaking of which I am running late so will need to go son, love you, mum xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx