Hi sweetheart, handed in my report and Barbara said it was fine so I was worrying over nothing. Went to see the doctor and he was great I feel better just having talked to him so he wants to see me every month just to keep an eye on me so hopefully things will improve. Had a bit of a bad timne in the loss and grief class but I guess I will just need to get on with it apparently it is an important bit of the course once I get my head sorted I should be okay with it. Hope you will be here on Sunday to see the big game, maybe football is not important to you now you have so much else you can do and learn, must be amazing being there can not wait to join you. It is just a shame you can not get visitors. If I came to visit I would not want to go away, maybe that is why we are not allowed. I can cope with my telephone calls to you if it was not for them I do not know what I would do. Tell everyone I hope they are well and having fun, will speak to you later, love you, mum xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx