Rae 12th February 2011

Hi son, can not believe what happened yesterday, it is hard to acccept that someone can dislike you so much that they can treat you like that. I am just glad that the money was noot important to us and they say if someone does you a bad turn then something good will come along.It is a good job I did not want to be there is it not? At least I will not have to worry about coping with college and my studying and that is the important thing at the end of the day. Hope she realises that karma will send her something bad threefold. Enough of that how are you all doing I am struggling coping at the moment, have been for a while so I am going to see the doctor and hopefully will feel a bit better soon, not better, I will never be that, but at least able to get on with life on a day to day basis. I just wish that I did not have to land you with all this and I could write something positive but it is so hard without you. I am going to go because I am getting upset and do not want to worry you, take care, have fun, love you, mum xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx