Hi sweetheart, I am just up and thought I would send you a message, I miss you so much it hurts and each day when I wake up I think that this is another day closer to being with you. We are going to be studying loss and grief in January and I am not looking forward to it but its like everything else in life I will just need to give myself a shake and get on with it. Cant believe it is almost a year since Arran and your granny Betty left us to go back to you and I dont know if its that together with the time of year but I am going one step forward and two steps back, still, enough of this you dont want to hear this. I truly hope you are all having the time of your lives and that you will all be looking out for us. I will need to go because I am going to do my usual, take care, have loads of fun, love you, mum xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx