Hi son, how are you hope you are all having lots of fun and learning new things, it must be great to do what you want, when you want, but I would still prefer it if you were here with us. Your gran and dad keep talking about the signs you are giving them and I am really jealous because I haven't had anything for ages and keep hoping that one day you will send me one. I keep thinking that it is because I know you are really still here that you dont need to send me signs, I hope I am right because sometimes I think that you are not pleased with me because I am acting like a lunatic just now, I dont know how to cope sometimes and it is easy to open a bottle of wine and sink into oblivion. Still now that Kyra is here it makes life a bit better, gives us something to get out of bed for. She is such a perfect, beautiful little person who will give us so much pleasure over the coming years, but she will never be you or Arran, she is her own little person already but I am sure that you know that already. I am going to be doing my dementia report today so I might not be able to come back onto your web site till I am finished but you know I will be talking to you in my head all day. Take care, tell everyone we are thinking about them and if possible give me a sign, love you, mum xxxxxxxxxx