Hi son, back at college today that is the holidays over till Christmas got loads of homework to do didnt realise it would be this hard or time consuming all I seen to do is work, study and do homework still it saves me from wearying and getting upset thinking about what should have been, miss you like mad and dont think I will ever feel any different, just part of life now for us left here. Need to get your new flower sup the weather has not been very good and I have been putting off changing them but will do it tomorrow. Speak to you later sweetheart, love mum xxxxxxxxx