Hi son, just going to start my studying need to hoover first, Claire is still in a bit of pain but they seem happy enough with her. She is to go for a scan the midwife thinks the baby isn't growing but she said it is not something to worry about what else is going to happen to us. Surely after what happened to you and then Arran they would let something nice happen to us. I hope you will all be looking after her and try to see that nothing happens to Claire or the baby mind you you can not stop what is meant to happen but surely we are due some happiness. I dont want to upset you with all the stupid thoughts that go on in my head but I cant help it, I try my best to go on as normal and then something else kicks us in the teeth. I will finish off now because I am only going to start feeling sorry for myself and that is not what you want. Sorry son, love you, mum xxxxxxxxxxxxxx