Hi son, working today so not very happy it is really hard work down there but I suppose it keeps my mind occupied and it stops me getting depressed and weepy, dont have time to think because you are so busy, still wont be for much longer and then that will be me able to put more time into the house and studying for the college. Claire will be a mum very shortly and although you will know the baby already we will still tell her about her uncle Marc and big brother Arran. It seems a strange thing to say but I dont worry about you the same since your gran met up with you all because I know she will keep you in line, as if, in her eyes you could never do anything wrong so it is bound to be the same in your new life, you always were able to wrap everyone round your finger but in a good way of course. Life is still so strange without you, you were such a 'big' person and made such a mark in everyone's life and no one will ever forget you. Need to go before the tears start, speak to you all later, send everyone our love, loads of love mum,xxxxxxxxxx