Hey Dude, spent ages writing you a message and then I dont know what I did but it disappeared, you know what your mother is like with computers!!!! Will try again still you would still have read it cause you are here with me. Just finished ironing I didnt realise your father and I had so many clothes took me ages. Hope you are all well and that you are all looking after baby Arran. Couldn't believe it when we lost him and then six weeks later your gran Betty came to join you too. Soon be more of you there than there are here. Must be some parties over there!!! Claire has filled your room with baby clothes and toys for the new baby who will be here shortly, she will soon have more clothes than they have in Marks and Spencer!! Just hope and pray that everything will be ok I know that if you could have prevented what happened to Arran then you would have just hope you will look after your sister and make sure she is okay. You always were the "big protector" and will continue to be the same because we cant see you doesn't mean that you are not here. Say hello to everyone for me I have already done so myself this morning, the first people I speak to in the day are you lot and the last people in the day too. Better get back to the housework. Will speak to you later sweetheart, love mum xxxxxxxxxx